寫戲曲電影，讀到王心帆記小明星「淒然」，我也不覺「淚下」了，王曲聖可以記住一個女子無遺如此，卻拒絕了她，難道他這笑這問，都不過戲言，「難道 [他] 真無動於中」？此男多才若此，卻止於紙上，限在曲裡。二人之事如夢魘，令柯比久久不能回復正常。
無怪乎小明星傾心吧，港人話齌，王老師「真係型到無朋友」！
我覺得三十年代的男子好像會穿衣服好多，看王老師那領帶那頸巾，畫龍不只，會點睛呢，上世紀發生什麼事了？
頸項上塗花露水
我在等你
潮濕的木門
我唯一知道的氣味
無從知道你的實質
你沒有物理性存在
我乾脆把五味架打翻
好記住你
門後森冷無聞
窗外有車、人、冬雨發亮
我卻履虛黑洞
心驚你沒有底
一月，你穿厚衣
被掩蔽的身體
只你胳膊幌動
我窒息抽搐
愛慾的重疾陷我於氣絕
咕咕聲
我張口狂吸
請施捨一口微薄尊嚴
狗兒不解我涕淚連連
幸好只她嗅到我
女兒之香不能洩露
賣花姑娘的秘密
Aubrey is a radio host, an author, and a Ph.D. student. She currently hosts a weekly book review show for KMRB. She graduated from the University of Hong Kong with 1st-Class Honours, wrote columns for 《年青人周報》, 《快報》, 《新報》, 《Magpaper》, 《HomeNet》, 《星島日報》, 《姊妹》, 《雅舍》 and released her book 《Bcc》(a collection of short stories) in Hong Kong. She then got very sick, moved to the States and spent a few years in a cave. She finally found her home in Los Angeles, California and started writing again for a Downtown LA blog, the print version of this L.A. women's magazine, hosted a TV show for Viola TV and is now pursuing her Ph.D. degree in Comparative Literature at The University of California, Irvine. She is also finding time to write her second book 《影象詩記》 (a collection of poems about not only watching but also feeling movies) between classes like a chicken with its head cut off. Beside the boring intellectual stuff, she likes cooking, especially bento box food to bring to school. She can be reached by email.
